My day has been quiet. I had a sub today so no school for me. I had a few personal things to take care of and it took most of my day. I had a lot of time to sit and wait today so my mind raced from day-to-day over the past few weeks. These day things are happening fast. No more do I think I have one thing figured out something else comes up. As my day went on I found myself drawing up inside of me. I’m pretty sure I prayed more today than I took a breath. I feel like every choice I make these days will affect so much of my future. I mean really when did life get this short and when did decisions become so weighted.
As I drove home in the rain I realized that not once today did I really talk to Greg. We were both quiet with not much to say about the day or to each other. That isn’t like us, we are always talking, laughing and giving each other issue. Still no words until we got home. I realized that a friend had invited us to the soft opening of her store opening in Wylie. I ask Greg was he up to going for just a moment. He said sure so off to my bedroom to try to pull my messy hair together and find something to wear. I found something to wear but when I looked into the mirror I realized you can’t win them all. My hair is always messy.
I’m so very glad we went, the opening was really nice and it started what ended up a good evening. Making choices can be a scary thing in life and right now I’m at a cross-road. Greg has been so supportive and made sure to advise me to his best. In the end it’s still up to me. What I do know is one of our best decisions lately was “Waco” our sweet new puppy. This little guy isn’t so little at 45 pounds and 4 mouths old. He can’t control his VERY long legs and he falls all the time. The rain has been a challenge for him because his wet feet and the wood floor don’t work well together.
As for me I’ve made one decision and I’m about to rock my boat. The ripple effect from this announcement could serve me good or knock me down. I’m not quiet ready to spill the beans but soon my friend very soon.
