Wednesday was just over load. I mean really I couldn’t even begin to blog last night with all my emotions. Positive, negative, hopeful, scared and the list goes on and on. I sat at my Mac and cried until I crawled into my bed, snuggled up to Greg and went to sleep. The night seems to pass quickly when I heard that eye bleeding alarm. I wanted to just stop it, cover my head and go back to sleep. I’m not a go back to sleep kinda person so up and at em.
Determined to make my new day a great one I knew I needed to get my Happy on so……..
Yep I headed to that happy place south of Dallas. I took my newly found sister Pam. She lives in South Carolina and was so excited to get to go, but first……..
GRANDPARENTS DAY at Ethan’s school. We had a blast letting him show us his class and all his work. I love this little boy so much. He is bright and smart with a joyful heart.
Once we got to Waco it was 1:30. We filled the day with all kinds of Waco happiness. Now it’s 6:30 and we are well on our way back to Dallas. No big purchases, my truck is empty only a few special treats for a few. I know, this is shocking news. Today my heart just wasn’t into junking. It’s full of “what do I do with all this emotional stuff”.
Emotional stuff sucks! When it all piles up on you it causes a bog down. That’s where I’m at with my stuff. Everyday I have reason and purpose to be happy. I’m healthy, well blessed and full of life these days but years ago not so much. That is where the emotional stuff comes from. Why is it these things rear their ugly head just when you think your all adult and cool with life. Well here is my two cents on all of this.
Emotional stuff from your past is what makes you who you are today. Good or bad it is who you are. It’s what you do with all that stuff that makes a difference in you present and future happiness. I’ll be honest I really don’t know how I feel right now with a few things I’m dealing with. I do know I haven’t wavered on my past decisions and how I feel about things and people in my past. I know who I am and where I came from. I’m in love with living life and I have a passion for my family, friends and my art. This is a temporary bog down and my vision is only a bit muddy. Bouncing back is what I do.
Tomorrow is going to be a beautiful day with lots of Blue Happiness to be had. I’m looking forward to how my prayers will be answered and the wisdom He will show me. Life is such a funny thing and so is the mind, but the funniest of all is ones heart and soul.
