Tonight I’m blogging from the comfort of my safe place, my home. I’m in my warm and cozy bedroom trying to recover from whats been at best not a good past few days. Do you ever have those moments, days even weeks that aren’t shinning moments in your life? Over the past few days I’ve answered a lot of questions I needed to resolve in my head, but mostly in my heart. I’ve learned more than I want to know about my Mac and my blog and how it works. Did you notice that my blogs are missing from last Friday and Saturday. Well I did around Sunday morning that is when I went looking for them. Greg is trying his best to recover them so they will post. We are still in recovery mod on that one. I’ll let you know as we work through this. If all else fells I will rewrite and repost them this week.
I’ve been puzzled by the lack of responsibility people take for their actions. Acting in away that is unacceptable and rude. When called out on their actions they act as if “what me, whatever do you mean”. Pretending to be something or someone they aren’t to protect themselves and their actions. I’ve had to sit and watch someone recently act as if they cared for me, cared for my family when truth be told they don’t even know me or my family. Other events in my life has me leaning on my faith. I need to let it play out before I react. I’m so guilty of reacting and not responding. Life makes you play several roles at one time. You have to change with the moment you stand in, but hold to your faith and morals without reacting to fast. I don’t do that well and I tend to hold grudges. Not a proud moment for me to admit that but it’s my truth so I best own it. I’m pretty much an open book and if you ask me about my past I’ll share it with you. I don’t mix words and sometimes I’m pretty blunt. I spent so many years not living my truth and how I feel about things. I don’t want to do that any more I want to live and give without holding back.
I’m so very tired tonight and I about to go to bed at 8:30. Yes I said 8:30 and I’m pretty sure I will be out before 9pm. Cooper decided at 3am to go out so I was up for the day. Then I ran did body pump class and taught all day ending the day with a teachers meeting. I did do a project when I got home just to relax and be in creativity for a time. I found this great little mail organizer at a thrift store this weekend. I see it as way more than a mail organizer. How about using it in your kitchen pantry for spices. We get lots of mail at our house for Blue Happy, Greg’s job and both our kids still get mail here. This would be a great way to organize all the different stacks of mail for each person. I’m tired so I’m not gonna try to out think you on other ways to use it like make-up, cell phones, remotes and so on. Tomorrow is another day and there is so much more computer things to learn weather I want to or not. The best part of tomorrow is art club meets. I hope your Monday was memorable and Blue Happy.
This great organizer will be in my booth at Doc Holliday’s 113 S Birmingham on Wednesday 9/27. Remember the pumpkin patch sale is good until 9/30.
