I wrote my blog for today, had it all ready to hit publish. Before I did I starting discussing it with my husband and daughter. As I told them about my blog I watched as there faces became a look of concern. I slowly stopped talking and finally ask whats the problem you look like I’m about to kill someone. They both said you are your about to kill yourself by publishing this blog. I hesitated to publish it and later told my son about it. He had the same advice “Mom don’t do that it’s not who you are, stay true to yourself, blog about Blue Happiness and that’s all.
Most all day I gave it thought, asking myself should I post or should I not post. I gave myself every reason to do something I had never done before, something I promised myself I would never ever do. I can’t tell you how many times today I would tell myself do it just do it. Then a few minutes later I would tell myself, no!your thoughts are yours until you put them out there for all to see, read and give feed back. I have been in and out of a head ache all day because of the stress over this. What to do, What to do, I’m so confused.
Finally at the end of the day I’m choosing to keep my thoughts my own. I own them and I don’t want to give others the right to feed off of them. I choose to keep quiet! By now I’m sure you are asking yourself what in the world is she talking about. “Politics” I have a deep-rooted opinion about all this mess. I was going to tell you my opinion as to why I’m voting the way I’m voting. Like I said it’s my choice to keep it to myself and I’m going to exercise that right just like I’ll use my right to vote. I will say this I always knew who I would vote for. My choice came from my deep rooted christian beliefs as a child. I’ve never wavered from those thoughts and beliefs. I raised my children with those same beliefs and thoughts. I hope that you look beyond the tattle tailing, name calling and hatful remarks and look at the issues that are before us as a nation. Vote with your heart and your beliefs and know that what happens, happens.
I’m sorry you are missing a very good blog but it’s best left unblogged. I hope Tuesday for you was beautiful and fantastic. Mine was beautiful but bump with thoughts. Nothing can be more Blue Happy than realizing that you can speak or hold your thoughts because you own them.
