Off Day

Yep that’s me and my day, just off. I started it as I always do at the gym before the sun comes up. Well maybe that’s not true I always start by checking over my blog and hitting publish. This morning I went over my blog and thought blah blah blah and didn’t hit publish. I decided to do it after the gym. I did the stair climber, lifted on the floor and then abs with Nicky. All seemed like it was gonna be a great day!

Todays is Tuesday so we have Art Club at school. I had a few projects to work on before I went so I did that. Every time I thought of my blog I would ask myself “why don’t you wanna finish it”? No clear answer was coming to mind. I just wasn’t feeling what I blogged about. All day my stomach has been turning, I’m not sick It’s just all this stuff in my head. None of which I can change or make a difference in. Things that are really in others ball court and not my issue to deal with. I need to learn to not fret for others to let them walk their own path and keep my head out of it. Easier said than done for me. I always want to fix things for people, make it all right and make them happy. Life isn’t and shouldn’t be about fixing things for others.

So here it is 2:00 and I really have no blog other than my thoughts. I’m just over whelmed in my head and I need to go to my studio and create something to get back on track. I hope that I’m not the only one that has off days. I know I’ve not had my regular sleep this week so maybe a good nights rest is all I need. I’ve learned over the past four years on my health journey how important sleep is. I don’t know why it’s a surprise to me that I’m off when I’ve not followed my sleep pattern. I’m back on it tonight, early to bed and early to rise.

I’m sure I can save my day and make it Blue Happy if I try. After all thoughts and questions are all they are. realizing that your off and turning it around is the first way to secure a better day. I’ll just sweep them away and get some Blue Happy sky to fill me up.